Tuesday, March 30, 2010

The End!!!!

I think someone posted this not to long ago but fuck it its that good. I remember watching this for the first time and thinking WTF !!!! One of the best parts ever enjoy!!!!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

muzik surterday

I havent done this in a few weeks so here listen love it hate it!!!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Better rekonize!!!!!

What im about to write has nothing to do wit the song I posted I just thought it would make for good backround music while you read the nonsense Im about to write. I woke up today and since it was the first nice day in about a week and I had off I decided to hop on a bus and head to the Witches Brew for 10:30 AA meeting. The meeting was great as always ( great job guys me and many others are grateful ) well after, I got dropped off at the bus terminal in hempstead which if ya dont know kinda a seedy place. I sat down to smoke a cigarette since I had 15 min to kill. Now this is the kinda place once you light a cigarette every bum and junkie in the place flock around you like seagulls, and I am always waiting for them to ask so im already a dick before they even ask. Well like clockwork a homeless local lady came up to me askin and I shook my head no , then cause I didnt want to be bothered I threw half a cigarette on the floor. Well what happens next is what prompted me to write this today, I look out the corner of my eye and see what looks like a dude pick it up and just start smokin it. As I raise my head to get a good look at him so I can judge him and think eeewwwww what a fuckin dirtbag I suddenly stop and drift off in my mind to about this time two years ago, and remember holy shit that was totally me. I was a complete dirtbag junkie and I remember being sick and broke and crawling out of my shity basement apt. to search the streets for cigarette butts to smoke. I remember someone very very special to me who wasnt even speakin to me at the time givin me their credit card number when I called begging them for food. They gave it to me to order chinese food well geuss what they got at the end of the month, a bill for almost 300$ because I would order food everyday even if I wasnt hungry because I knew the delivery guy smoked and I would ask him for a cigarette and he would always give me like 3 or 4. Well when they got the bill and called me fuckin pissed all I could do was cry saying I was hungry I was hungry please forgive me, but that was me give me an inch and I took a mile. Thats right guys the same guy you laugh with the same guy you bust kickflips with was a complete junkie smoking butts I found in the streets , stealing and taking advantage of the people I loved. The person that helped me wit the credit card did everything for me and loved me so much and I shitted all over that and as a result is no longer in my life and is something Ill never get over I wish I could take all back but I cant. I love that person with everything and always will. The point to all this is think twice before you judge try to just view people as people not sterotypes, if you have it to give then give it. This is not easy to do by any means I fall short all the time, I havent lived that lifestyle for almost 2 yrs now , I can buy my own cigarettes and chinese food today and thats why its so easy to forget where I came from sometimes so before you judge someone next time remember that could easliy have been the guy your hi fiving after landing a switch flip manny down roslysn!!!!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010


I love skateboarding with all my heart and sometimes I fuckin hate it wit a passion! It truley is a love hate relationship kinda like a girl!!!! Ive been doin it for close to twenty years now and theres been times in my life I fell away from it thinking ill never do it again, but I always find my way back to it. It has a hold on you that is unexplainable unless you do it and if your one of the lucky ones and it gets a hold of you WOW I mean you instantly view the world completely different. Ill be sixty and still be staring out of car windows at steps, handrails, and ledges and daydreaming about the possibilities long after its physically possible for me. My heart will still skip that beat when passing the perfect spot for the first time my adrenaline pumping. If you skate then you feel me if ya dont then your probably thinking grow the fuck up. I feel bad for people who dont get it. I ran into an old girlfriend the other day and was bullshitting for a lil I told her I went skateboarding she kinda laughed and said you still skateboard OMG. Yeah I do and I love it! I recently started again after a five year layoff and believe me its not easy at thirty two to jump right back into it, I mean its only been four months and ive spained my ankle, bruised my foot and oh yeah got hit by a fuckin truck!!!! All this while trying to film for a video (HAZEL RAH) and this is when I hate it when I get frustrated and say im too old for this shit out anger!!!! For some reason it kinda felt like it was missing something this time or mabey I was missing something. Well last sunday I went skateboarding in brooklyn and it was like a reunion from the nineties PHEO, SKULNICK ,CHOPPER ,RAY, SELTZ, BUCK ,C.KENT,RONZ,OSCAR, J.REEVES, Grabowski, and more, there were no cameras no trying to do the best trick at the best spot just fuckin pure skateboarding super fun . Everyone was above thirty and ive known them all since our teens. And it was there under the Brooklyn queens expressway I found what was missing. Last night the same shit just fun no filming no cameras just rolling around in a parking lot. I love my friends and I love skateboarding!!!! No matter how bad I fuck up and believe me I can fuck up pretty bad Skateboarding is always there waiting for me like a really good FRIEND and thats why I love it!!!!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Saturday is back !!!!

Here is some shit too chill to Ill add more later i gotta go now but Dilated peoples and Metric should hold ya over!!!!

Happy 30th Pete Dukes!!!!

Me and Pete dukes hangin out then and still chillin Happy Bday kid !!!!! Welcome to da game!!!!